I'm sorry but I need to tell it out. I hate it, mann. I hate it!
Sometimes, I dont feel sad to go to school becoz I have to wake up in the morning. Or have to study. OR have to do exams. Sometimes, I feel sad becoz I keep getting left out. I mean, we are friends arent we? Why are you all leaving me out of subjects?
Almost everyday, when I walk back home alone, I would cry in my heart. I dont understand. Did I offend anyone? Are we even friends? I'm not some doorstep to your house. When you need me, you come to me. When you dont, you just throw me away like some old rag being stupid, sitting at the front of your door.
I hate it. Stop keeping stuffs from me. Friends. You dont even know wat the meaning of the word is. You just say it. You dont mean it at all. Sometimes, I dont even think we are friends. I keep telling myself to ignore it. But I couldnt. I couldnt help but wonder why.
I dont think you'll get it if I tell you. I didnt tell you all once. Yeah right. Tell me that they sometimes feel the same way. YOU DONT LOOK LIKE IT. Liar. I hate you all. You all dont deserve to have friends in the future. You just dont know how to handle them. You just treat them like their slave.
"Oooh, Nurin can help me?" "Nurin, can lend me your phrase book?" "Eh Nurin, can tell me how to get more money in Pet Society?"
I HAD ENOUGH. It stinks. It stinks to be a rag doll all alone, being thrown aside when you dont want to play with it. I'm better off without if you wan to end our friendship. I dont need you more than you dont need me. Yeah, I'm small. BUT IM NOT STUPID. My brain isnt as small as my body size. You have no right to bully me. QUIT IT MANN. Just quit it...
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